Tuesday, 6:30 pm.
I think ; I think more about love whenever I am stressed. Being single isn’t a problem or is one sometimes…. But that’s like 50-50. The thing is when I was too young rather say when I was a child i.e of age less than 12 , those years were so precious, everyone just considered me I was a silent one and yeah!! I was one . But I had both peaceful mind and nature. The real controversy happened later, a peaceful nature with confused face, fake smile , broken trust & a stormy mind . The complexity that I had brought with me is now overcoming me. Rather I wanted to conquer all the devils I have but sometimes situations come up. We think we should have at least one person with whom we can share our views or rather who can calm down our stormy mind . Handling this situation is a bit challenging but I tell myself everytime that mom-dad love me a lot; but..Haha!! as always a “but” is there, sometimes the storm breaks me down . I can’t say all the things to my mom-dad …I don’t want to disturb them, no doubt they care for me, but I can’t always tell them what’s going inside me. It hurts!!! It hurts a lot whenever there is no one to understand us. I am alone…struggling to overcome all the flaws that reside within me. And as always this situation leaves me with only one option i.e. to write down my feelings. It makes me feel better. I hope if I wasn’t the one to suffer with all these things. But no one can help it out. So!!!!🙂🙂just wait for the right things to come…..